i'm still a child

sometimes i think i'm a grown-up. i'm 25, i'm in graduate school, my parents don't support me financially, and i make my own decisions. but then when i actually look at my lifestyle and actions i have to question it. like last night - my room was a complete mess, i halfway unpacked from babysitting over the weekend which resulted in me dumping my suitcase on the floor. i drank a 22 of the hop ottin' ipa, was a little buzzed, and decided to get stoned before bed. then i pour myself some cereal, and of course add chocolate chips. then i set my cereal bowl in bed next to me, re-adjusted so that i can see my laptop screen better to watch grey's anatomy on netflix, and of course my cereal spills in my bed. then i just put a towel on top of the almond milk seeping into my mattress. it's moments like these that make me realize i'm still a kid.